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Cry Me A Mama

Amy Lee
Oct 3, 2021

One that loved herself. Loved her cellulite

calves and wide-banner arms,

waving every time she grappled toward doughy delights.

One that conquered her abuser. Teardrops of war

paint, drawn down

tender cheeks.

What if the wounds he carved into her quivering,

pre-pubescent chest

triggered

self-inquisition, rather than triggering

her self-loathing?

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Amy Lee

Nothing could have prepared me for this journey from Mama, to Mommy, to Mom. Finding joy in the mundane, humor in the chaos, gratitude in the present.